SO. I finally managed to see the doctor.
the doctor said i have acute external Otitis. it has something to do with my hurt-so-bad-and-can't-hear-clearly-right-ear.
the doctor said i'll be fine as long as i drink antibiotics and so damned eardrop.

which i found those stuffs are FREAKING EXPENSIVE.
oh insuranceee please give me back my money asaaapp ; A ;

i'm glad my roomate is there and help me out. uuu i feel guilty with this sickness.

i hope this will heal asap, i mean.. i can't hear clearly what ppl said and i need to go "Huh?? can you repeat that?" every time ppl speak to me and i bet everyone sick with talking to me :|
there's time when i can hear nicely, but still... sobb

uhmm and today a random guys pointed at me and my friends when we were walking home. uh-- stop pointing at me like you never seen south-east-asian. seriouslyyy and no, i'm not from vietnam or kampuchea :| why my country isn't popular sob.
and i still not used to it on how ppl see me (and some friends maybe) like -it's-so-unusual-thing ;___; guh. specially kids. i had some kids staring at me with their so determined eyes. sometimes it's scaryyyy.

btwww it's batik day! do you wear batik everyoneee?



HOLY SHIT. look what pixiv has done to my style ;___;
and i can't make anything but DOOODLEEE lately sobbbbbb.

anyway, it's fall already and cold. take a good care everyone!

pandora hearts chap 30 is so love. Break's past~~ >///<
i can't stop reading it. C'mon everyone read/watch pandora heartssss
the anime is kinda a pain, but the manga is so awesomeee <33


so since i'm high into ph, i made this lol
( random! XDD )
sorry giiillll orz i promise i'll make you better, ok ok? don't shooot mee >__<

wonder when this'll finish since i'm lazyyyyyy TT v TT

anywayysss thanks to haku_tsu  now i wanted to finish tierkreis. *abandoned it for xxxxxxx days lol*  i'm in the tales mood but i wonder when will the innocence US release

. I wanna to see Rucaaaa >////<

hhh i want to go to halle ASAP but my friends haven't got their holiday yet TT v TT
seriously, alone in this little town made me crazy lately. i need someone to talk to lolol.
maybe i should accept that job at bakery... hmmm

anyways,
I told myself to finish my abyss doujin this summer. But i think i fail /orz

lol this, random stufffs
( lolol don't click )

i forgot Guy is 4 years older. i draw them in same age lololol forgive me everyone /orz

posting this in many places since i have nothing better to do. forgive me guys /orz
i'm really really bored. D:

Some art i did lately..

Resize them due to heavy images D:
( hererere )



thank you for looking though <33
and uhh sorry if you have seen this before /orz