today's test was sooo difficult >____<;; and i was trying my best too but idk idk i have bad habit of skipping things even though i have checked the question more than 3 times lol

sob sob

the next is that so famous Goniometristuff idk what's that called in other language lol wahhh so nervousss. all i love is matrix asdjkajk why don't we learn matrix everyday?

anyway! playing more layton today since i decided to take day off tmr because of the-so-called Idul Adha. College isn't actually off haha sob
but i need to go.... i'll miss german tmr >_______<;;

random junksssss my internet was dead for few minutes and i have nothing to do :[ so here goes random layton
it's actually for a layton meme at dA. but i decided not to finish it because i'm running out of ideas lol (talk about creative sob sob)

( ENOUGH PROFESSSUUHH )

anywayysss enough of random layton junkssss haha ee sorry for the spammmm i feel like browsing LJ lately haha

because i love cold and snow lol /shot

✭ i'm so nervous because exam is drawing near ////;
so scared. i can do better (hopefully) in science stuff but my german -- seriously. why.
✭ this semester's german is so difficult! i wish i'm a grammar machine haha. >__<
well.. having german everyday made me sick. though, i know, this is nothing compared my language course back in indonesia. ahh where did my young spirit gone sob sob
✭ i re-read this and noticed on there is nothing like 'engineer' on the career list... maybe i should give up trying to be engineer? maybe i'm supposed to take health science after all. well.. it's not like i can change major that easily. >__<
✭ i'm trying to be serious in drawing. i only make random CG and junks... on the second though, i can't do that until i have my own 1-room.. for some reasons lol
✭ thinking of making either doujinshi or art book or maybe both. i just can't decide. and i can't decide on the fandom. it'll be around tales/persona/suikoden/ or some animu compilations but then again i can't decide. (help anyone?)
✭ IF i make doujinshi i'll ask haku_tsu to make the story. she's a better writer than me XD; ( ya mal ya? yaaaaa? )
✭ planning to finish them on winter next year since i'm planning to go home around that time (IF i can manage uni's holiday schedule, that is) what a long time deadline... lol
✭ well. trying to be more serious on both drawing and study that is. haha. noticed how lazy i am lately, i'll try to add my study hours! fight, me!
✭ i want to finish both layton series and both persona 2 series at the same time.... sob why it's so difficult. i can't decide what to play.


... sigh. i'm so sleepy but i still need to study. why it's so hard to be a student sob

a short post before i go to sleep. ( so freaking tired today DX )
so many things happened today.. i feel so exhausted.



anyways. it's almost December which means new exam-term is coming up it's almost Christmas and holiday season. i need to look for a job again... sigh.
and yeah, i'm going to spam some friends with a random christmas cards loll * u * haha i love sending mails for some reasons ~~ ♥ ♥
not because too much watching/reading tegami bachi OTL

btw i want to order tegami bachi artbook >___< or maybe pixiv girls collection 2010 or maybe pixiv fantasia III but i wonder how much is the shipping fee and i wonder if they send package to europe. lol

gotta back to textbook orz bye.